Have gone from likely this moderately to liking it greatly. Events: Sibling (Sean) abuse. This is a topic that is not discussed much, but is a big deal. I remember having a student (Ryan) who had a mean older brother who made his life hell. A parent would have been arrested; an older sibling--nothing . . . yet. BYU Lack of knowledge of basics: Napoleon, the holocaust, hygiene, blue books, study . . . a tough start. Trips back to Idaho . . . the junkyard, more brutality at the hands of Sean . . . self-loathing (a boy touches her hand, and she thinks she's a whore) Back to BYU Father burnt badly in accident at junkyard more success . . . new boyfriend, but she can't bring herself to tell him (Nick) anything of her family. Academic success . . . summer in Cambridge . . . encouragement to go to grad school . . . world expanding . . . doesn't want to be just a Mormon mom choir director . ...